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Tuesday, August 3rd, 2010
2:19 pm
Hello LiveJournal
Long time, no see.

Current Mood: bored
Saturday, December 23rd, 2006
11:15 pm
I haven't done one of these in a long time...
So, I was browsing through some of my ancient LJ entries, and found one of those stupid quiz things that people (including me) waste hours on, answering stupid questions with worthless information that no one cares about. So, I decided that, since most of my answers have changed, and I have nothing better to do right now, I would take it again. Sooooo... here goes!

1.Do you like having your picture taken? not when I'm sober
2.Have you ever done a photo shoot, professional or non? yes
3.If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why? Paris. Looks like my trip that I'd planned for this summer isn't going to happen.
4.Who would you take with you on this little adventure? I guess I'd take anyone willing to go, but I think I want to go by myself.
5.What would you say is the most daring thing to do in a lifetime? live, love, or lie... I can't decide.
6.Would you ever do that? Live: I try to. Love: I try really hard not to. Lie: only when it's necessary.
7.Have you ever done crossword puzzles? yes
8.Ever actually completed one? yes
9.Pick up the closest book and write a sentence at random from it. "My evil destiny pursued me as if in exultation, and proved, indeed, that the exercise of its mysterious dominion had as yet only begun." -"William Wilson" by Edgar Allen Poe
10.Do the same with a lyric from either a cd or the radio. "There's only us. There's only this. Forget regret, or life is yours to miss. No other road. No other way. No day but today."
11.Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams? yes
12.Would you put up posters in your room? I don't have any in my bedroom right now, but I can't say I wouldn't.
13.Can you sing? I do, even though it doesn't sound that great.
14.Do you ever sing to yourself while doing everyday tasks? all the time
15.What's your favorite color of post-it note? yellow
16.How many cassette tapes do you own? probably about 5
17.How many cd's do you own? too many to count
18.Ever bought a cd for just one song? yes
19.What would your perfect day consist of? lots of friends, lots of fun, lots of alcohol, lots of flirting, no drama
20.Have you ever lied to get off the phone or out of talking to someone on line? yes
21.Have you ever written a survey? no
22.How about a song? If so share it. yes. I'd rather not share any of them, thanks.
23.Or maybe a poem? If so share it or one of them. I have lots of them. Ask if you really want to read one.
24.Is your vcr flashing 12:00 all the time? my VCR doesn't have a clock on it.
25.Do you read your horoscope? sometimes
26.If so, do you base your day on it? no
27.Would you rather chew gum or use mouthwash and why? Mouthwash. Chewing gum is disgusting.
28.Do you floss? yes
29.Are you addicted to napster? Napster is dead.
30.How many times a year about are you sick? twice
31.Ever been in an airplane? lots of times, but not in a while
32.If so where were you flying to? I've lots of places. I need to start traveling more again.
33.What radio station to you listen to most? 96.7, only because it comes in through my coputer speakers, and I can't turn it off.
34.What color are your shoes? I don't have any on right now, but most of my shoes are either green or black.
35.Was fuzzy wuzzy a bear? yes
36.Do you know how to play dominos? yes
37.Or do you think I just mean pizza by that? no
38.Speaking of pizza, what's your favorite kind? (toppings and/or place
to get it from) light sauce, light cheese. I like to make it myself.
39.What color are your eyes? blue
40.How many surveys have you filled out this lifetime? a lot
41.Describe your bedroom, include all details. The walls are blue. The ceiling is white. The furniture is mostly black, except my white desk that I was too lazy to paint. The carpet is beige. My bed has black sheets with a white comforter. There are lots of red Parisan details and accessories.
42.Name one person your life is made better by. Conor Oberst
43.Would you or have you ever shaven your head? I haven't and I don't think I ever would
44.How about someone else's? yes. I've shaved a friend's head twice.
45.Can you do math with ease? yes
46.What size is your computer screen? 18 inches, i think
47.If you could only talk to one person online who would that be? That's easy. Kenny.
48.Name your favorite type of music and why. I could never decide that.
49.Are you a vegetarian? Not really. But I don't eat anything that moos or oinks.
50.How about an aspiring actor/actress? no
51.What famous person dead or alive would you interview if you had the chance? Me in a past life (Yes, I'm sure I was famous).
52.Which movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors? There are a lot of those: Wizard of Oz, James and the Giant Peach, Boondock Saints, Clueless (yes, I'm a girl), Little Mermaid, Rent, Sweet Sixteen, What Dreams May Come, Say Anything..., Playing by Heart, Runaway Jury... pretty much any John Cusack movie
53.Name one of your passions in life. writing, reading, grammar, politics, singing, dancing, alochol, movies, collecting things, presents, my hair, shoes, sweatshirts, musicals, being pessimistic, being optimistic, leaving something behind, friends, many more. I'm a passionate person. I dono't like to do things halfway.
54.What's your least favorite time of day? the time right before I fall asleep... whenever that is
55.Who's your favorite member in a band, singer, guiter, bass, drummer,
and why? I don't know. I like myself an awful lot.
56.Do you use hairspray or gel? very rarely
57.Describe your favorite meal. chicken flavored ramen
58.What color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes? green
59.Ever listen to classical music? occasionally
60.Have you ever said lol in real life without thinking about it? yes :-/
61.Do you find you use internet language when writing notes irl? rarely
62.What songs would be on your ideal cd? i already have one of those... it's called my playlist, and it includes about 500 songs
63.Say one thing you've learned today. I'm going to miss Jen and Dave more than I thought.
64.What is the best present you've ever given someone else? ME! =D
65.What is the best present someone else has ever given to you? a memory
66.So hey, what's your full name? Katie Ann Hawkins
67.Describe yourself while drunk. loud
68.How big are the windows in your house? umm... normal sized
69.Do you wear a watch? not very often
70.What's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with someone else? i suppose that's a matter opinion
71.What's the largest age difference between you and someone you've dated? 9 years
72.How many mirrors do you have? 2
73.Write one sentence stating what you want people to say about you after you've passed on. Well, damn.
74.Have you ever sailed? yes
75.How fast can you run? not very fast
76.What do you believe in? what's right in front of me
77.How long does it take you to get ready to go out? anywhere between 5 minutes and 1 hour
78.Do you shower daily? If not how often? yes... sometimes twice a day
79.What one thing would you change in your life if you had the power to do so? I wish no one I've ever known died, or moved away, or lost touch.
80.Describe the ideal superpower and what you would do if you had it. definitely flying. If I could... I guess I would fly... a lot.
81. Are candles romantic or a fire hazard? both, i suppose
82.Name something you've done in the last 24hrs no matter how big or small. I laughed for no reason at all.
83.Do you wear necklaces, bracelets, anklets, earrings. rings? occassionally
84.What colors are you wearing right now? white, black, grey
85.How often do you change the sheets on your bed? usually once or twice a month
86.Have you ever gotten lost? If so explain. i usually am lost, but that's okay
87.What's on your computer desk? my computer
88.How many folders are on your desktop at the present moment? 10
89.When your talking do you ever use your hands to do quotation marks in
the air when saying certain words? sometimes
90.Which landmark would you climb if you could? I'd like to scale the leaning tower of Piza
91.Do you own or have you read, or thought of reading any self-help books? no
92.Ever seriously questioned your sanity? yes
93.Can you breakdance? i wish
94.What's in your fridge right now? not much
95.How many people do you live with? 1, and my puppy
96.Have you or would you ever do anything more than kiss in a public area? I have. What about it? You wanna fight?
97.What is the strangest thing you've ever done? i suppose that depends on who you ask
98.Name an instrument you've never played but would like to. I'd like to be able to really play guitar.
99.Have you ever been on tv or the radio? both
100.What is the worst thing anyone could ever do to you? lie to me
101.Are you a fast typer? somewhat, I guess
102.How high have you counted before getting bored? we counted to 5,000 on the way back from Delaware on the S.O. trip
103.Describe how you sleep. (ie. your position and/or how you fall asleep) I've never watched myself sleep
104.Are you straight, bi, gay? straight, but I have a reputation for making out with anyone (including many girls) when I'm shwasted.
105.Do you ever do something else while on the computer? If so what? lots of things
106.What is the most expensive item you own? that necklace that i never wear
107.How about the least expensive? myself
108.What's your favorite card game to play? anything involving alcohol and friends
109.What do you do online? lots of things, but mostly just watch porn a lot
110.Name some stores you've bought clothes in before. kohls, vanity, old navy, goodwill
111.Have you ever read a book and not understood it? If so which one? yes, but i read it again
112.Have you ever watched a movie and not understood it? If so which one? there was one with a horse and a pipe. i don't remember much about it, other than it was really confusing, and not very good.
113.Do people pick up your slang language more than you pick up theres? i'd say it's about equal
114.Are you easily influenced by other people, or currant trends? probably more than i'd like to think
115.What makes you unique in your own opinion? my extreme sexiness... i don't know
116.Name your worst quality. optimism
117.Name your best. my extreme good looks
118.What would you like to do with your life? live it
119.Do you blowdry your hair? not very often
120.How many clocks are in your house? probably about 3
121.Are they all set on the same time? i think so
122.Have you ever intentionally set a clock ahead or behind the actual
time? yes
123.What do you think about when you first wake up in the morning? where am I?

Where is question 124?!?!?!?

125.Do you bite your nails? not very often
126.Would you ever leave little notes to your gf/bf? yes
127.Ever been to a farm? yes
128.Tell me about your dream last night. I didn't really sleep last night
129.Ever seen a shooting star? yes
130.Say one thing about yourself you've never told anyone. I don't think I want to be a teacher anymore.
131.Do your days fly by or seem to last forever? fly by
132.Have you ever stayed in a fancy high class rich hotel? yes
133.Have you ever stayed in a rent-by-the-hour motel? yes
134.What in your opinion is the best advertising slogan out there? got milk?
135.When they start sending rockets to the moon for us civilians, will
you be on the list to go? if I can afford it
136.How are you feeling right now? a little depressed about some people leaving, and a little confused about some other people
137.Have you ever written anything on your skin? yes
138.If so what? well, I have a few tattoos
139.Which website do you visit most often? my email, then probably nfl.com
140.What color is most of your clothes? green or black
141.Do you own any plants? yes
142.Are things as bad as they seem? hopefully not
143.Descibe the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you. let me in
144.Ever looked directly at the sun? yes
145.Have you ever made a pin hole camera to watch the eclipse? no
146.What's your favorite cereal? cheerios
147.Who do you miss? lots of people... too many
148.Name something you just can't forget no matter how hard you try. that feeling when you realize that this is the last time that something will ever happen
149.Describe the worst fight you've ever been in whether physical or
verbal. probably the one I had with my brother a little over a year ago
150.Say something else about yourself you've never told anyone before. I think I like him more than I want to.

Current Mood: anxious
Thursday, April 13th, 2006
12:04 am
Thursday, November 17th, 2005
10:09 am
"Talking about love is like dancing about architecture."
-Joan (Playing by Heart)

"Hero's don't do any good with tears in their eyes."
-The Get Up Kids

"I guess that it is typical to cling to memories you'll never get back again, and to sort through old photographs of a summer long ago, or a friend that you used to know."
-Bright Eyes

"Bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks."
-Ben Folds

"In visions of the dark night
I have dreamed of joy departed-
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me broken-hearted."
-Edgar Allen Poe

"To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead."
-Bertrand Russell

"I can remember when the air was clean and sex was dirty."
-George Burns

"Sweetheart, you can't buy the necessities of life with cookies."
-Bill (Edward Scissorhands)

"If you start out depressed everything's kind of a pleasant surprise."
-Lloyd (Say Anything...)

"They say, when you meet the love of your life, time stops, and that's true. What they don't tell you is that when it starts again, it moves extra fast to catch up."
-Edward (Big Fish)

"Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names."
-John F. Kennedy

"A human being has a natural desire to have more of a good thing than he needs."
-Mark Twain

"Make kindness your daily modus operandi and change your world."
-Annie Lennox

"No good deed goes unpunished."
-Clare Booth Luce

"Charm is a way of getting the answer yes without asking a clear question."
-Albert Camus

"Every moment is a golden one for him who has the vision to recognize it as such."
-Henry Miller

"Better be wise by the misfortunes of others than by your own."

"Not a shred of evidence exists in favor of the idea that life is serious."
-Brendan Gill

"The purpose of life is to fight maturity."
-Dick Werthimer

"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."
-John Lennon

"Life is a sexally transmitted disease."
-R. D. Laing

"The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity."
-Dorothy Parker

"Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."
-William Jennings Bryan

"Nurture your mind with great thoughts; to believe in the heroic makes heroes."
-Benjamin Disraeli

"Until you've lost your reputation, you never realize what a burden it was."
-Margaret Mitchell

"There's no crying in baseball."
-Jimmy (A League of their Own)

"You're going out a youngster but you've got to come back a star!"
-Julian (42nd Street)

"I ask for so little. Just fear me, love me, do as I say and I will be your slave."
-Jareth (Labyrinth)

"A heart is the only thing that has value. If you have one, get rid of it."
-Longbaugh (The Way of the Gun)

"A pint of your blood can fetch you fifty bucks. A shot of cum, three hundred."
-Parker (The Way of the Gun)

"This is so bad it's gone past good and back to bad again."
-Enid (Ghost World)

"Sometimes I think we live through things only to be able to say that it happened."
-Jack Starks (The Jacket)

"You can't trust someone who thinks you're crazy."
-Miranda (Gothika)

"Are you a Mexi-can or a Mexi-can't?"
-Sands (Once upon a Time in Mexico)

"Redemption's not for sale today."
-Sara (Sweet November)

"Have you ever observed that we pay much more attention to a wise passage when it is quoted than when we read it in the original author?"
-Philip G. Hamerton
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
8:02 pm
Well, I got a few more holes punche din my ears. I got a second hole on each side done, and my left cartilage done. The cartilage hurts a little bit, but it's not bad at all. I also got some hair dye. I'm going a couple shades darker. I'll probably do that tonight.

The End.
11:46 am
so, yeah
My schedule for next term contains some major suckage. I had it all worked out, but that got all messed up since my advisor LIED TO ME about what classes were being offered this term. I was going to take Intro Psych II, Intro Law, Social Problems in Cinema, Comparative Politics, and Sexuality & Pop Culture. But alas, the sex class was way overfull, and the law class DIDN'T EXIST! I figured it all out, but now I'm taking a psych class and two socio classes. Everyone says not to take psych and soc classes at the same time, but I really had no choice. This really sucks. I'm also taking some American Studies class for my remaining A&H requirement. It didn't sound very interesting, but it's supposed to be really easy, and it's not another psych or soc class. I even considered changing my major in order to make my schedule work better, but that didn't work either. I didn't want any early classes, but I ended up having to have a 9:30 on Tuesdays and Thursdays, and a 10:10 on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. The only good thing about my schedule is that I got into the Social Problems and Policy section that I wanted. I'm a bit of a movie freak, so I really wanted the cinema section, and luckily, it seems like no one else wanted it. It is a 2 1/2 hour class, but it's only one night a week, so I can handle that. My American Studies class is also a film class with movie showings every Wenesday night. I guess that won't be too bad. My class schedule does allow me to leave my work schedule just about the same, which is a good thing, I guess. I might pick up working on Tuesday nights, but I'm not really sure. My average work week was around 25 hours, but lately it's been about 32. The thing is, I still have plenty of time for school work, so I don't see the problem in working an extra day. I can always change my work schedule if it gets to be too much. Plus, I really need the money. I'm strongly considering quitting Blockbuster, because I get paid crap, I'm still waiting on my raise that is almost 2 months overdue, and I don't have much flexibility with my schedule. At Blockbuster, I have to work a Friday or Saturday night, and I really don't want to. At Fazoli's, they don't have any hour requirements, and even if I did work there on Friday or Saturday nights, I'd be off by 11:30, which still leaves plenty of time to do stuff. I guess I'm just tired of being treated like crap and not being appreciated. What's really pushing me toward quitting is the fact that they schedule me for manager shifts, but I still get paid CSR wages. That's just really crappy. I guess I'll have to figure something out soon. For now, I need to get something to eat and go study... fun fun!
Monday, November 14th, 2005
7:28 pm

I've realized that everything I have to say has already been said.  That's somewhat of a sad conclusion, but it's the one that I've come to.  I have a lot of lyrics in my head, mostly Bright Eyes, but some other stuff too. 

Warning:  Lyrics Ahead


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I swear, I'm really not depressed or anything right now, I'm just in the mood to listen to really sad and depressing songs.

Have a nice day!

1:27 pm


Last night was so awesome, I'm still on such a rush from the show.  I don't have much of a voice from screaming and singing, but it is more than worth it.  I thought it wasn't possible, but I'm pretty sure I fell in love with Conor even more than I already had.  At one point, he tricked me into thinking he was going to play "Perfect Sonnet" and then didn't, but I got over it really quickly.  He did play "I Won't Ever Be Happy Again" and "Oh, You Are the Roots that Sleep beneath my Feet and Hold the Earth in Place" and "You Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will," so I was really happy.  It was just so awesome.  Anton and I dyed our hair, but mine didn't turn out as dark as I'd wanted it to, but that doesn't really matter.  I made up for it with lots of eyeliner and mascara.  Anton tried really hard to be emo, too.  It was great.  One of the openers for Bright Eyes was some kid named Willy Mason.  He was really good.  I'll probably fall in love with him too, but no one will ever take the place of Conor.  During the last song, you could tell that Conor was completely wasted, which was to be expected.  He went all crazy and kicked over a snare drum, and tried to stand on a floor tom and knocked it over, and he just destroyed a bunch of stuff, and it was amazing.  He is so amazing.  I'd probably do anything to be his bff.  Really... anything!  As a result of the concert, I think I'm going to permenantly dye my hair a little darker, and I might get it cut again.  I've been listening to all kinds of Conor stuff ever since, and I'm still sooooo pumped.  When I got back to Read last night around midnight, everyone was outside because of a fire drill.  I figured it wouldn't take long, so I waited in the car.  ONE HOUR LATER... they finally let us back in, and then the alarms were making a crazy buzzing noise for at least fifteen minutes after that.  It was really annoying, but I was too happy to care.  I also had to get up at 5:00 am to write a paper, but I was so awake.  I only ended up getting about three hours of sleep, but I feel like I could go days without sleeping again.  I LOVE CONOR!  I've also decided to give up on my whole contract thing.  I've realized that that's just not me, so I shouldn't try to force it.  Have I mentioned that I really love Conor Oberst, because I really do.  You know who else I love?  Wes Martin.  We saw him there last night, and his hair is a lot longer.  He looks good.  He's a really cool kid, even though... well... we'll not even go there.  Yesterday before the concert, I went to the mall and bought a new pair of jeans, a teen titans shirt, some socks, hair dye, eye shadow, some earrings, a few bracelets, an awesome green belt, and green Converse hightops.  I love my new shoes.  They're great.  You know what else I love?  I'll give you a hint... it starts with C and ends in "onor Oberst."  Any guesses???  Well, I guess I should finish my work before I have to go to class at 2:30.  I work at Blockbuster tonight, which really sucks, but I'll still be so pumped that it will be sweet.  I really need to get a life, don't I?  Oh well... I'm happy, and emo, and in love with life.  That's all that matters.

Sunday, October 16th, 2005
11:41 pm
I bought 39 movies today.
It looks like I'm not quitting Blockbuster.
I'm now following the actor, Bryan Greenberg.
I really need to fix my computer screen.
I have two midterms and two papers this week.
On top of that, I work over 30 hours this week.
My sister is back in the hospital.
I haven't been able to shake this crappy feeling.
I'm considering making a slight change to my major.
I really want a boyfriend.
I'm going to be a really sweet pirate for Halloween.
Leaving Las Vegas is a really depressing movie.
Random people need to stop friending me on Facebook.
I really hate that "friend" and "facebook" are now verbs.
I just realized the girl next to me is reading everything I'm typing.
She just stopped reading.
So, that's all I have for now.
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
10:20 pm
Today was a thinking day. I went to my two classes, but I wasn't really there. I just can't seem to stop thinking about everything and nothing at the same time. I've gone over probably every major decision I've ever made, and I think I've made most of them the wrong way. Based on my experiences and the way I perceive others around me, I'm a loser. I've lost so many times, and I have no one to blame but myself. Not only have I made myself a loser, but on many occasions, I've been a big contributor to the loss of others, mostly people that I would wish never to hurt in anyway. As I think back on all the things I've done in the past few years of my life, I can't help but think that it could've been so much better, if only I had let it be. I've always said that I'm not much for regrets, and I'm really not. I hate regrets, but I seem to be noticing that I can't help but have a lot of them, especially lately. I'm not saying that everything has been all bad, because it hasn't, but the good things don't seem to be the ones that stay with me. I'm sure that has to do completely with myself and my thinking, but it still sucks. Even when I do think of good memories, they immediately create bad feelings because of how I eventually screwed up every situation that has left me with good memories. There are lots of good things going for me right now, but I can't help but dwell on the thought that I'm probably going to screw all of this up just like I've done with everything in the past. Last night, I had a really weird dream that involved someone that I used to be really close to, but that I haven't really talked to in a while. The dream seemed like almost a glimpse of what could have been if I had not made one huge mistake. It really blows my mind how one decision that seems so every-day and insignificant at the time can completely change nearly everything about me. I went through some of the old files I have on this computer, and I read some things that really upset me. In fact, that's probably what caused the dream last night and my emotional state today. Anyway, I read through notes that I had written to people, and notes that people had written to me, and some of the things said were really shocking. It made me realize how naive everyone really is. There were promises of everlasting friendship, and information that was sworn to secrecy, and none of that matters now. Forevers seem to be very short-lived, and that in itself is quite depressing. I almost cringe when someone makes a promise, because I hate believing them. I hate believing them, because I always do. I fall for the meaningless promises every single time. I'm very aware of the fact that they are probably not completely meaningless at the time, but I'm sure they eventually will be. I just don't think that people evaluate themselves well enough before making a sincere promise to someone, and that includes me. I'm now conditioned to hate promises, and I hate that I hate them. There are very few people who have always been there for me, but there have been many more that have said those very words: "I'll always be here." Everytime those words are spoken to me, I fall for them. I can't seem to say no to someone who's willing to care for me, even if it's fake or only for a short period of time. Maybe I'm just too selfish. The thing I hate most about this deceit is that I remember it. I remember tons of little details about the "good times" I've had, and they always remind me of how I'll never get those back, and I'm not likely to experience anything like it ever again. I've been thinking about people that I'd forced out of my mind for quite a long time. Everything's coming back at once, and I don't much like it. I remember all the sensations, and all the words, and all the smiles, and all the tears, all the happiness, and as it turns out, all the lies. I remember everything so clearly, and it hurts more than it probably should.

"Your happiness means the world to me."
...it still does...

I hope everyone has a really great night.
Friday, October 7th, 2005
8:25 am
I have a midterm in an hour, but what am I doing? I'm updating my livejournal, of course! I hope it's not too hard, because I haven't really done any of the reading up to this point. I'm pretty sure I understand everything anyway, but I guess we'll just have to see. If all else fails... well... never mind.

I don't really know what's going on this weekend. I do know that I now do not have to work at all, so if nothing happens, I'll probably be a little unruly. Unruly... ha! Marcie, we should def go to Blast. It'll be tons o' fun! Oh, and Joe Near can come too. As far as the rest of the weekend goes, I guess I'll just have to see how it plays out.

I'm going to go get a poptart and go back up to my room and study now. I hope you all have a great Friday, and I also hope you're off making plans for the weekend (that include me). :-D
Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
8:57 am
I'm a little sick of Read having a fire drill every freakin' day! I understand they're not actually planned drills, and just stupid people thinking it would be fun to stand outside for a half hour while the firemen open every door in the building looking for the people that were too lazy to get their ass out of bed. There was one this morning at 8:00. However, I wouldn't have known about this if my freakin' alarm had gone off at 7:20 like it was supposed to, since I had class at 8:00! Oh well. Everyone misses a few classes, right?! But this time, some girl had a flippin' seizure, so we had to wait outside even longer. I understand that seizures really suck, and I'm not trying to be insensitive to her problem, but I don't think her seizure should've been a reason for everyone to have to stay out of Read. That's just stupid.

Anyway, I have another class at 9:30 that I really don't want to go to, but I will, because I actually like that class. We don't really learn anything, but it's interesting, and we get to talk about current political issues. There are almost 300 people in that class, yet there are only about 10 of us that actually say anything in class. You'd probably think that I wouldn't be one of those people that says stuff, but I actually am. I never talked much in class in high school, so I guess the college atmosphere has changed me. So yeah, that class is usually pretty fun for me. EPretty much everyone in there (at least that has ever said anything) is either a hardcore right wing or left wing. I think I'm the only moderate left in this country! Well, I like being a moderate, so all you extremists can go screw your political figure-heads while I actually know what's going on.

I have some more to say, but I should get going so I'm not late. I'll probably finish this up later, since this is my only class today. Peace!
Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
3:05 pm
I killed my knee at Fazoli's today. It really hurts. I feel kinda down. You should cheer me up.
Friday, September 30th, 2005
9:06 am
I've decided that I'm super-awesome at writing papers at 4:00 am. Wow... that reminds me of a song.

we'll stay up till four a.m.
talking about our life plans

Okay... I am officially the biggest freak ever. I'm pretty certain that no one else that will ever read this will have any idea what song that's from. If you can tell me... well, I don't know what I would do... but I'd do something super-awesome for you. Maybe I would make a cake, or something.

You have your mission! Destroy!

Current Mood: BACKFLIPS!
Saturday, February 12th, 2005
12:42 pm
last night
soooo... (i haven't updated in forever!)

i went to the c2 show last night with marcie, sarah, and laura. then a bunch of us went to steak 'n' shake. i wasn't really keeping track of time, and my phone wasn't ringing, so i didn't really worry too much about what time it was. when we walked outside to leave steak 'n' shake, my phone vibrated, so i checked it, and it said i had three new voicemails. so i called my mom, and she was all mad. apparently, it's too hard for her to believe that a bunch of teenages can have fun just hanging out at steak 'n' shake for two hours. whatev... i'm almost beyond the point of caring. they never believe that i am where i say i am, and there seems to be no way to make them. it just seems impossible for them to believe that i'm not out drinking, doing drugs, and having sex! NEWS FLASH... I DON'T DO THAT!!!


Current Mood: confused
Monday, January 24th, 2005
4:07 pm
Chase is with his girlfriend.
Josh is... I don't know where.
Marshal is working on a paper.
Sarah is off saying a prayer.

Will is being a black Texan.
Jillian's at the store.
Bob is only in my head.
Everyone else is just a whore.

That leaves me with no one to talk to.
That's right... no one at all.
Not even my cousin, Shayna.
She's probably at the mall.

"Well, what about Jeremi?"
Some of you may ask.
I'm sure he's at a bank.
Probably wearing a ski mask.

Mickey is always sleeping,
Because he “works too much.”
I could talk to Monica,
But she doesn’t like me a whole bunch.

Terrick is at work,
Because he needs the money.
Maybe he’ll buy my a Bright Eyes LP,
Or at least that fuzzy, white bunny.

Marcie’s probably with Joe.
I’m sure Aaron’s at his bar.
I would talk to Andrew,
But he’s off killing his car.

Anton can’t get online,
Because he lied to his Mommy.
I refuse to talk to Jason,
Because he smells like salami.

Howard and Matt bleached their hair,
So I won’t talk to them anymore.
Cory is doing his homework,
And Samantha is such a bore.

But then there's always Ally,
Mason, Chelsea, and Lee.
Who wants to talk to them anyway?
Certainly not me.

In a situation like this,
There's only one thing to do.
Put up a crappy away message,
And take a trip to Peru.

Who knew I was such a poet?!

Talk at me if you will.

Current Mood: lalalalalalala
Saturday, January 1st, 2005
12:31 am
Actually... forget it.


I'm tired, and I have some phone calls to make to wish everyone a friggin' happy new year!!!!!!!


See... I'm all smiles!!!
Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
11:27 pm
untitled (not just a space)
Sometimes, things stop making sense, and start being a little more interesting. Now is one of those times. I'm pretty sure it's only 11:30, because that's what all the clocks in the house say, but for some reason, it feels a lot later than that. Maybe it doesn't feel later... just different. I'm not really sure what I'm talking about, but oh well. At 11:11 when my phone's alarm went off, I made a wish like I always do. (I'm not going to tell you what I wished for, because then it definitely won't come true.) I'm not sure why this is worth noting, but for some strange reason, it feels like it just might be. My mom got a new mousepad that's pink with some creepy child covered in flowers. It's really starting to bug me, because this creepy little girl keeps staring at me. Anyway... moving on. Things have been weird with people lately. It's not really any one person in particular, or even a difinitive change of any sorts... everything just seems different. Some people have just been saying things that they wouldn't normally say, or acting in ways that they don't normally act. It might just be me, but I really don't think so. Maybe it has to do with all that new years crap. People trying to better themselves by making worthless promises that are sure to be broken in a moment of self-indulgence or just apathy. You'd think that if there was going to be a tremor in my mental stability, it would've taken place while being stuck in a house in Salem for two days, but for some reason it's happening now. I don't think this has much to do with my mental stability, really, but I guess no one ever thinks it does. So... about those people. A few people are opening up... a lot. This isn't a good thing or a bad thing, it's just kind of weird. It seems somewhat unnatural the way some events are unfolding. It's almost like a less-than-mediocre novelist (with a poor taste in twisted plot humor) is writing a story, and I'm stuck in it. None of the single events seem to be connected except through twisted bits of sick humor. This is all really ridiculous, (and it's even more ridiculous that I realize that it's ridiculous yet I'm still typing), but it's all truthful (at least in my mind). All this has done for me is make me believe even more in my distorted reality, or maybe it's lack of distortion. If you can make any sense of this, you've got one up on me.
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
4:27 pm
Spring break is only a few months away... and I refuse to spend it in Bloomington this year!

I'm thinking awesome roadtrip!

I don't care where... just as long as someone goes with me!

I don't care to drive... it's not like a couple extra thousand miles on my car is going to hurt anything.

Also... I'm thinking of spending as little money as possible, so if you don't mind sleeping at rest stops, that's even better.

Save me save me save me save me
Baby won't you save me
From this misery

That's all

Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
10:37 pm

The aging process has you firmly in its grasp if you never get the urge to throw a snowball. -Doug Larson

Love is a snowmobile racing across the tundra and then suddenly it flips over, pinning you underneath. At night, the ice weasels come. -Matt Groening

Neither snow, nor rain, nor heat, nor gloom of night stays these couriers from the swift completion of their appointed rounds. -Herodotus

Be thou as chaste as ice, as pure as snow, thou shalt not escape calumny. Get thee to a nunnery, go. -William Shakespear

Begin doing what you want to do now. We are not living in eternity. We have only this moment, sparkling like a star in our hand ­ and melting like a snowflake. Let us use it before it is too late. -Marie Beyon Ray

Whose woods these are I think I know. His house is in the village though; He will not see me stopping here To watch his woods fill up with snow. -Robert Frost

In the bleak midwinter Frosty wind made moan, Earth stood hard as iron, Water like a stone; Snow had fallen, snow on snow, Snow on snow, In the bleak midwinter, Long ago. -Christina G. Rossetti

When you live in Texas, every single time you see snow it’s magical. -Pamela Ribon

Advice is like snow -- the softer it falls, the longer it dwells upon, and the deeper in sinks into the mind. -Samuel Taylor Coleridge

I used to be Snow White -- but I drifted. -Mae West

Things are so bad in Massachusetts now they don't even bother to plough Route 128 when it snows. -Scott McNealy

Each snowflake in an avalanche pleads not guilty. -Stanislaw J. Lec

Canada: A few acres of snow. -Voltaire


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